worlds

world...

a confused bauble

world...

a passing bubble 

Why did she have to die

 

how can i not write a word
how can i not put it on record 
what happened in the premises 
of the college and hospital,
the now haunted R. G. Kar

my words, dumb on the page, 
i feel numb with rage, 
the doctor on duty
violated, brutally murdered 
no hospitality, only hostility
delivered with numerous scars
in the monsters' seminar
room, her wounds went unheard
when she was struggling to live
succumbed to death, the soldier
doctor with dreams, the caregiver
had to leave

she longed to live, let others
live; had she been allowed
to breathe she'd have
cured many diseased,
could have solaced
the families of the deceased 

she laid her life on a cloudy day
a thousand eyes rained 
there wasn't any smell
of petrichor, the dastardly act put
the belittled calcuttans to shame
on their pride, their maligned
R. G. Kar

the question that chokes
us to death - where's the safety
for women, how could we have
faith on the system unable to protect,
how could we have confidence
on the likes of the principal kingpins
who rule, govern, yet who lied
to the bereaved family of their girl child

calcutta, the new and the old
the mourning men, women
in manifold enlightened the dark
streets of the city, claimed the night, 
on the fourteenth of August
those who burst into tears, their eyes dry, hearts bold,
they need to be told, answered with clarity 
as to why did she have to die

I am it

path to spirituality
is the way to ecstasy  

who am I, answered with clarity 
truth without misery

rest, a lane not to rely
on, for it is the lamest lie

জীবন্ত

দিদি পুড়ছে
ইলেকট্রিক চুল্লি 
দাউ দাউ আগুন 
নিচু হয়ে দেখলাম
একটা গল্প শেষ 

আমরা দাঁড়িয়ে অপেক্ষা করছি
কখন পোড়া শেষ হবে
অস্থি নিয়ে নদীতে ভাসাব 
বাড়ি যাব 

অগ্নি জল
জল অগ্নি 

এর মধ্যে কত কাহিনী
আগুনে জ্বলে জল
হয়ে যায় 

আমার দিদির মত
আগে আমার মা, বাবা
আমার আদরের মামু
কেউ ছবি হয়ে ঝুলছে
কেউ ইতিহাস 

আমরা সবাই যাব
ছোট বড় ধনী গরীব
তবু কোথায় যেন
আমি মরব না, এই
আশ্বাস আমাদের সবাইকে 
আছন্ন করে রাখে 

তাই এত ঝগড়া
এত মারামারি কাটাকাটি
কোথাও মায়ে সন্তানে
কোথাও আবার জাতি
শ্রেণীর রকমারি বৈষম্যে

শ্মশানে দাঁড়িয়ে মনে হল
'আমরাও মরব' যদি
প্রতিটি মানুষকে ছোটবেলা
থেকে শেখানো যেত
বাড়িতে, পাঠশালায়
নিহত হতো না হয়ত
মানুষ কথার অহংকারে
গুলি গালাজের বাজারে
পৃথিবী হত শান্ত, জীবন্ত  

আমরা ফিরে এলাম।

think again

 

yes, you have the right, my friend
to feel left out, sad, vapid
your angst is just and valid
so is your unspeakable pain
yet if you look at the world
where there are these survivors
whose actions louder than words
they’re the heroes, the victors
seldom to sense freedom
never to taste the fruits of their labors
countless men, women, children
their sufferings without ends
who survive the poetic sunshine,
refreshingly rejuvenating rain
no shelter to share

if you think your life’s unfair
look around and think again

ignorance

everybody knows
what those blind men
thought of the elephant
but when they get into
speculation about
how the world was
created, they cannot see
their blindness, why
nobody knows

nobody knows
why what happened
before time, what is
outside the space,
why the world was created
are erroneous questions
but that
when, where, why
before, outside
are words of time,
space, causation
everybody knows

everybody knows
they are this
they are not that
yet who the self is
nobody knows

nobody knows
who the inevitable
player is
but who the waker, the dreamer,
the deep sleeper is
everybody knows

everybody knows the
havoc the world
is subjected to, that it
is a prey, everybody knows
but that the predator is
the ignorance, nobody knows,
that it is neither good
nor evil
nobody knows

Bon voyage

A sparrow and his hen
With kids, happy in their nest
The birds all of a sudden
Decided to cross the sea
To check what's there to see

For months they tried
Flexed their wings
Exercised to build them stout
Not with their winsome wings
But with the disobedient waves
They found them a bit unsound
The water roared too wide
They felt tiny to cross the side

The two pondered for long
The yearning to leave was strong
Their nestlings have grown up,
Gone out of sight
They wouldn't know how to
Make the flight
They were about to give up
On the trip
When they perched on
A sailing ship 

পথ চলা

পুরোনো কথা লিখি
নতুন সতেজ পাতায়
ফেলে আসা চাঁদ দেখি
স্পষ্ট
জোৎস্না-মাখা জানালায়।

এ চেনা মায়া পথে
ভেসেছি অনেক আগে
দুজনায় 
সেই সাধ আবার বুঝি
জাগে, নতুন ছন্দে 

নতুন অনুরাগে।

টেবিলে প্রদীপ জ্বলে
খাতায় কলম চলে
ধীরে
চুপিসারে তুমি এলে
চোখ হাঁসে মৃদু অশ্রুজলে।

কখন আমি থামি 
এই গল্পের মাঝপথে
কে জানে
আলোর উষ্ণ ছোঁয়ায়
আমার খয়েরী মনে
পুনরায় উঁকি দেয় 

সবুজ কিশলয়।

winner of a kind

winning a rat race
we don't become a cat
fame without grace
a name game of shame
kept under the hat

strong, begging to walk,
like those dinosaurs
can't gait yourself right 
you've put the cart
before the horse

winning can be losing
even by hitting the
bull's eyes, big fish
can go starving in
the absence of fries

the globe, a model of
learning, a moving
school, being together
clever animals here
cannibals, a set of fools

sport from the front
safeguard the herd
cause you’re one of them
kill the corpus, become
a corpse, go buried
under the world

Oh, my love

 

I am in the 'I am'
as also in the
'I am not'
I let go of the
mind, the corpse 
the journey, to untie,
the knot; in time
all beliefs unite, they
also separate; when
I find who the
I is, all else
becomes naught 

***

the greatest power
in the troubled world 
is peace; we hope to
achieve this with war,
so, therefore, the power
eludes us more and more 
***

moonstruck,
oh, my love
I live for you
but the veil of evil
falls on the stage
in the green room
there’s a different
play, a different script
players exit
from the unexpected gates
the audience waiting
as subjects
for the king of love
waiting to see, not
tapping within, not
tapping within the die
of id is played, a golden
crescent moon announces
a strange ceremony;
it’s war, it’s war again
they’re hugging and
stabbing
each other to death
the rideau of horror
unveils, takes the
spectators out of breath