Tuesday, May 30, 2017

Voicing a dalit*



Get out of here you idiot
Before you think yourself as poet.

You need a whacking praise you duffer
an egotist terrorist, a bluffer
pretence is greasing out of your face
good words hide your jealousy and gracelessness
some letters here and there cleverly put
doesn’t make a poem you intellectual brute.
you suck licking on your words and your lines
You pelt your judgement stone at others
from your glasshouse you traitor
A delinquent gatecrasher, a rascal you are
​​​​​​​I know your vice!!!!

Just get out of here you brainy prophet
Before you dare to call yourself a poet.


Dalit* (in the traditional Indian caste system) a member of the lowest caste. wikipedia

Friday, May 26, 2017

The unstoppable

Google images

Child
serving tea at the beach
takes the empty cups
from visitors, tourists.

Then
an angelic smile
diviner than divine
runs behind a spider
there, there, there
ouf…noh…it goes into its hole.
the child smiles
a very wise one now
knows it can never catch
but unrestrained fun is being on the run,
thinks of home, the village
from where, the little worker was brought
as a visitor, then, maybe bought
preordained folklore
unpreventable onslaught.

Like a fragile foggy web
for a split second
faces flash, aunt, pa, bro,
kittens, birds, pups all hungry
for food, water and perhaps milk
she touches her teats
disobediently blooming
hee hee she smiles
suddenly she sees the stony eyeballs
of her mom, livid and concerned
she hides them
from eyes, eyes, eyes
looks at the holes, stops.

One spider pops
oops, goes back again
to its sandy inland,
the child, to the shop
washes the cups
to serve afresh
and smile on the way
playing again
with spiders.

Thursday, May 25, 2017

Thoughts

Google images
Thoughts

You say you are kind
I see you don’t see you’re blind
a quiet mask clouds your redoubled world
you hide in beautiful words
of budhha, christ and what not
but you are tied in the lexical knot
accept first you are also cruel
you are unkind, can be hurtful as hell
make kindness your fuel
not to extinguish
in the words you cleverly use
or finish in the work you do
but in the thoughts you think
your pure mind for sure in the eyes will blink
you will see the humbling affectionate light
unending supply in the body, suddenly light
relax, you may not have to say anything
rest at ease, do nothing
but kindness will show,
you don’t have to preach, underline, highlight

A friend in need

Google images


Dark moist night thunders
Lady returns home alone
Lightening befriends her

Wednesday, May 24, 2017

Losing sight


Google images

Losing sight

Whispering winds
Pushing me away
Winsome webs
Through window gates
Trespassers
In the bedroom
Without a ringing bell
Face glows at night
In the light of your cell
Wailing waves
Brushing me aside
Calendar hangs on the wall
Reminding me of dates
D-days
Blind space
Brown memories
Losing sight
Wandering words






It's amazing how many out there are changing/losing/choosing partners because of easy and attractive options in the net. Here's a take to keep the changing phenomenon affecting conjugal lives on record.

Tuesday, May 23, 2017

mind yearns

Google images

mind yearns

mountains and meadows
pleasing landscapes
shepherds with lambs and cows
waves, clouds
starry night, clear sky
dreamy dawns
images
desktop reality

mind yearns

to bring them out
for a moment they bloom
I close my eyes
horrified on the earth
pollution, poverty, panic
they are strangers
don't belong here anymore
return, freeze again
comfortable stable
with their virtual existence
I fix my eyes on them

images reflect
in every part of the globe
in every household
reside as implicit objects

mind yearns


You do have a beautiful mind. If you don't believe, go right now and take a look at the image you have for your desktop. 

Saturday, May 20, 2017

Puppets

Puppets around me
rest inside, as words
heavy, call me names
I brood I blame
I throw them away
cannot forget,
they come back again
stand on my way
pretending to empower
without them I cower
their company I regret
I become their puppet.

One fine day,
a puppet goes away
I look at the mirror
there’s no trace of horror!

I bring all the rest,
one by one
very slowly I set them free
under my own behest
release with kindness, from me
they are done
feeling new, I know I have won.

Addiction of power has left
I meet those dolls again, from time to time
I'm not threatened with puppet words
I have cleaned my clouded
discolored intellect
marionettes dancing light,
right in front of me
with their soul and their mind,

words coalesce, sing and rhyme.

circus



Some take grasses, some drugs
some drink and smoke
some rage holy wars
kill, slaughter, butcher and choke
some desert their families
some earn blind fortunes
others knock at places of worship
taming monkeys beyond our wits.

If only we stay where we are
we could see without going far
the high we need is much within
the circus will end, the show will begin
the light that's closest in the way
will cease to be light-years away.

Friday, May 19, 2017

Let's walk




Let us walk
The moon is the sun’s mind
in perpetual separation
causing death, destruction
is one interpretation;
the moon is the sun’s presence
in inseparable union of light
breeding life is another;

In this world, there’d be
rambling of words, thoughts,
the sun and the moon
have merged as one,
the mind of the players
here with me
readers who’d pass by the text
also audience separate as parts
but in unison
like companion stars.

A recount of an ordinary walk
on a Sunday afternoon
of a mother and a child;
where I am also a reader;
in a while
float around
in the mind of the text
my role everywhere
talking, thinking with words
about words
all over the place
with numbers
shaking the on-going slumber
we'd walk around
in unions, in separations
of thoughts and minds
nestling, nursing the Thought
since a long time.
An extra-ordinary state
has suddenly become real;
it has come out of the words
and minds of countless souls,
walking into the meadows, wandering in the oceans
meandering in every blade of grass;
playing their roles
this state as become trivial
our coveted ordinary lives
peaceful, above everything else;
with my mind, your mind, our mind
let’s walk...


Scene: The capital of a country in Africa

Mom: Taxi!
Driver: Good afternoon Madam. (Looking at the child)... good afternoon sweetheart... (Ushers them in)
Mom and Child: Good afternoon Sir!
Driver: Where to Madam
Mom: The Museum
Driver: Very well... here we go.
The taxi sails through the road. On one side is the vast orchard of fruits hanging on the nourished trees and on the other an endless paddy field with long, golden, dancing grasses; the sky on top is blue, relaxed.
Child: (smiling)... Thank you Mom...it’s going to help me for my project work. I am really looking forward to it. (Mom smiles)
Driver: Here we are Madam. Here sweetheart...a mango for you.
Mom: Thank you Sir. (pays and alights. The child smiles.). (to the child) Come... (takes the child and goes to the counter. Two options: Hunter and War. Mom takes both)
The place is not so crowded...it’s just an ordinary museum.
Mom: Do you know we have this kind of museum in the capital city of every country?
Child: Yes, teacher told us.
Mom: Come let’s go to the Hunter section first.
The section hosts animals that were hunted the most, viz. tigers, lions, leopards, wild boars, snakes, and so on. It also has names of hunters.
After spending two hours at the hunter section.
Child: Mom, I think people were sick in those days. Imagine killing animals for a living! And to think that hunting was a profession back in those days! I think the world should name this a hunter zoo or a war zoo or something?
Mom: Yes hunting was a profession once upon a time. But don’t say people were sick in those days, no unkind words please... judging is back-dated and primitive, don’t you know? It is best to be known as a museum, the concept of zoo is unkind too, don’t you think? They were also good people, very well-meaning people, but their mind was elsewhere and they were insecure. That’s all. Besides, it is the same Intelligence, the same Leaders, and the same Peoples that have made this world also possible.
Child: I am sorry mom. I think I am done here.
Mom: Never mind my child. Let’s go to the War section now.
The child walks through the rooms and sees weapons, weapons, and more of weapons all over the place. He was reading from the friendly fonts in red that in those days humans would kill humans with weapons; displayed with a ‘do not touch’ tag. They were invented by very intelligent and well-meaning people, when countries would flaunt weapons to belittle or scare other countries... he was reading... about the waste of money, wealth... these weapons were invented, created and marketed, weapons for mass destruction, but they were not used... his mind did not understand the purpose behind inventing something, investing time, space and money on something that couldn’t be used! But the intention was noble... these weapons were invented for self-defense. When he shared his thoughts with his Mom, she said it was easy for him to think this way, but there was a time when children would shoot children too. That now, it’s become so easy and mundane and ordinary not to use weapons, to function without the use of a single weapon now. Even earlier, when people would hunt animals, hunters were really sought after... no one could even think of doing without them, but it happened. In the War section, there’s an Army section too.
He goes and learns that there were people who were trained only to kill other human beings. They were dedicated people, but their sole purpose was to kill, the objective was very noble...they would kill to protect. The child asked his mom, why was it noble to protect human beings from other human beings, self-defense by human beings from human beings why, mom replied in the same way, humans needed to protect from humans because the mind wasn't there, not to say they were mindless, but mind was absent. So is this magic, a miracle now, no it is not, replied the Mom, now the mind is there. I don't understand a word of what you say, to this response of the child, the mom replied, you will with experience, like me and your Pa. But these Army guys are now called Nature guys...equally trained and built to fight calamities and force majeure... he knows it because that’s his dream to be a Nature guy. There was also another section called account section... the whole room was full of figures from 0 to 9... the child got lost in the losses the world went through. Immeasurable amount of wealth.
Child: Mom, it doesn’t make sense. I have two questions.
Mom: Shoot. (Both look at each other and smile, then mom and child say). Na na na na…say say
Child: I have a question. May I?
Mom: First let us see.
It’s almost evening. The sun is becoming milder. Sky is sleepy. He’s out of the section now. Disturbed; like those children who visited the concentration camp in Germany, who were trained for years not to repeat. The child thinks... human beings would kill animals, and human beings... enemies...and what is that...and why...how...it’s good that he’s out of the section, but Mom told that people were good and very well-meaning in those days too, it’s just that their mind was not with them. Good that my mind is with me. But I have a question. Wait I am going to ask this to Mom, who is looking tense now. First let’s have something to eat, he thought.
They are out in the cafeteria. Mom bites a sandwich and asks the child.
Mom: So...how was it?
Child: Good, but I have a question.
Mom:  Only one?
Child: Yes (smiles).
Mom: Tell me
Child: How did it stop?
Mom: What? Hunting?
Child: All... hunting, war, weapons, army...how did this stop Mom
Mom: Nobody knows how...some say it’s because of the leaders who were tired of their respective insecurities; some say it’s because of the people who were tired of looking at each other’s reflections as enemies, some say the world had suddenly become so poor that it couldn’t afford weapons any more. There's also this story which says that Nature stopped co-operating with people, and they were kind of forced into stopping wars. By nature I also mean you know Gods and Goddesses... (they both laugh, because in this age humans do not worship gods and goddesses, we have become them, so there's no need, they laugh again. Then Mom continues). But the one that makes sense to me is the story that talks about a group of people who took it on them to collect data, facts and figures on the amount of fiscal losses the world has incurred, it seems the number they derived ran into pages, adamantly trying to touch infinity (the child is nodding rapidly, approvingly). The group showed it to everyone and it was from then that the shift had begun. You know infinity?

Child: Yes, I do, teacher taught us! What if the reason of them becoming poor to afford wars were true?
Mom: What?
Child: The world is not poor anymore Mom.

Mom: Would that mean we’d have war again? I don’t think so, we have become rich since ages now; wealth, prosperity, peace and security are not just words, we are not threatened by people any more. People aren’t essentially bad my child, they have never ever been bad, only their minds were not with them. That’s all.
Child: But whatever it is...good riddance...but I have another question, if you please
Mom: Tell me...
Child: Why was it proud to die for our country? Why would it be proud to die Mom?
Mom: Same reason, my child. But now you know it is proud..
Mom and Child: ...to live for our country, (they both hug each other, give a fiver)
Child: But Mom, I have another question. Will this project of mine be better than the last one. I will not get better grades then. Like Pa doesn't get better increment if he's unable to be beat his own last performance. I am worried Mom.
Mom: Follow the guidelines. Give more examples, get out of words, ride more on feelings and give your non-judgemental views. That's all. Teacher will be proud enough to say that this project is better than your last. Don't you know how offices work now? Your Pa didn't do better than his last performance this year. But the management found out many ways to give him better salary once they were convinced on his sincere effort. It happens the same way in my office too. We have enough for everyone everywhere now. So don't worry, but hey focus on how you can do your best. I am sure you will do better.
Child: Mom please please tell me what are the ages, old stone age, new stone age…
Mom: Ah no! We have two ages, the war age and the peace age or the modern age, the one that is now for good. The war age is sub-divided into three, viz. old stone age, new stone age and pseudo-modern age; in the first two ages survival was the main focus, in the pseudo-modern age, destruction became the focus, like I told you countries would flaunt weapons, one would say look I have this, the other would say, I also have this plus this. (Both of them started laughing, helplessly…suddenly) Shh… o peace…stop stop (the child stops abruptly). I am sorry honey, it’s my fault, but we shouldn’t laugh at these historical ages, for if we do, they will come back. (They both say) O peace, let this laughing at the ages go away from us. You will understand when you become a little experienced. (The child looks weirdly at her, smiles)
Child: This, I have this plus this, I have this plus this plus this!!! Oh so that's why pseudo-modern is it? I will remember this this-this. But Mom, I have another question. Can you tell me something more about the pseudo-modern age please? I would like to know why wars stayed with us for such a long time.

Mom: Sure. It stayed with us for so long because we thought it was a good thing. We applied war in everything we did. We were enslaved. From science and technology to art and literature, there was this war going on in the name of competition, outwitting people, putting them behind and so on. It was considered as entertaining so it got its place in all forms of entertainment too. You know there was a time, maybe in the beginning of that age, there’d be people watching a man fight with an animal, say, a lion. In the end, either the lion would get killed or the man. (The child is listening attentively). Later animals got replaced with two men or two women in various sports called boxing, wrestling and so on.
Child: No…and what would happen there?
Mom: They would fight, hit each other in every possible places, would bleed in the middle of a vast audience clapping, and cheering to hit more and more. Even in football matches, there would always be two teams on war footing, breaking the bones of opponents (enemies), there would be stretcher ready to escort them out, they would have terms like ‘retired hurt’. So everywhere you saw wars, competitions, enemies, and this win-lose virus. It was there in religion as well, like whose religion was best and whose was not. They brought this mindset from the jungles where they had to kill each other to survive.
Child: (in a low and soft, almost wet voice) Mom. It’s okay. I know why it stayed for so long. But now we have said so long to so long, isn't it mom? (Mom hugged the child and nodded.) I know what you are going to say if I said any unkind word. They were all very good people, but their mind was not with them. But I have one last question.
Mom: Tell me.
Child: What's for supper?
Mom: Let’s get home first... we have to ask the grand kid too...
Child: You bet! Or he could also be making us a grand supper!
Mom: Sure. Taxi!
The taxi walks through the streets, taking the two passengers, who are now pensive and looking out the window, what is the mother thinking... that mothers of the world would never have to give birth to a child who’d cause terror or be terrorized... she did not reveal one vital discovery that the whole world has made while doing away with weapons...that toy-weapons far outnumbered real guns... she would bring her child again to reveal the secret because she knows secrets create insecurities...what is the child thinking... of the weapons...of the army... or like his mom he is also thinking that no child would ever have to learn how to kill people, or wait, he could also be thinking of how to be a nature guy... they’re perhaps throwing many questions at the sky, still golden, to be silver in a while.
Child: Mom! Look at the Moon...it's rising!
Mom: It is sun's presence so..

Mom and Child: we are never kept in the dark.

Dedicated to the mothers of all the 233 beautiful countries of the world.

Note: When I look back and try to understand why I chose Africa, ‘The danger of a single story’ comes across as a strong reason. Please listen when you have the time by clicking Here 

Wednesday, May 17, 2017

Listening to a photo

















I took your photo, some time ago
when exactly was it, I wouldn’t know
I take a look, listen carefully
in it I see a message
suddenly, stunningly
coming clearly from the image
hidden till now in the printed page
I observe the waters, rays, its hues
but if you were rising or setting, I have no clue.

Wouldn’t scientists and artists also fail
to tell the time and track the trail.

Each day you reel off the story
affectionately, cleverly
glimmers exactly the same
stable, no matter what,
has become mundane
its warmth, charm
unending flow, energizing calm
perhaps not even worth a look
we have you by default, it seems by fluke
rays embrace every corner of the earth
pouring zest in life and its blissful births
crimson demeanor, composed,  clear
your welcome and farewell a daily welfare.

Even the sides here take your side
look-alike twins, cleverly hide
merging as one, in waters they glow
in the picture I took some time ago.

Then why is this world a restless affair,
wars and weapons so distinctly unfair,
ruling the soil and ruining the air;
be with us, the way you are
until within us your rays appear
we concur to rise and set as friend
listening to you, from end to end,
sides be free from the mindless cage
together with all, in this moving stage.

Tuesday, May 16, 2017

in between


in between

waves
drumming 
in time and space
clouds
roaring
all over the stage
their tones and sounds
unmistakably same
surround the ear-drums
with dewiness 
...
somewhere, 
standing in between
waves and clouds
originality is ashamed
makes it a point
to invade minds,
disconcerts those
living in words
yet borrowing freshness 
from the dancing, inviting
chanting beats
in every mimicking moment 
of existence

haiku




waves
on the canvas
sound in my ears

Friday, May 12, 2017

A nameless game without rules












Clouds playing in the blue field;
Cirrus! Stratus! Who cares for their names!
They were clouds up there
hanging from everywhere
inviting me into the game.
Are you ready, they asked
Yes, I said and stretched my hands,
closed my eyes
joined them.
I cried, I don't know the rules
There aren't any, said the dudes.

I was turning, turning, turning and turning around
until I fell flat on the ground,
they were giggling from up there
to see me spin and fall in panting despair
but I smiled and stood up again
to be in this unseen game.


I saw clouds from my brain
bubbling out
leaving me light and sound
I was maybe playing chain-chain with them
or would be a kind of lock and key?
Hoosh they said, no name, no name.


In the end they showered a huge hug on me
there wasn't a thing I could see 
I was laughter-covered without words
they spoke in a strange language unheard,
falling waters sounded in ears
I was waiting to hear for years
I asked them about the score
They couldn’t answer,
for they weren’t clouds anymore.
But I know they'll all come back
On the points, I wondered if I'd need
to keep a track?
Ah, I am again in the same old
name-rule, win-lose trap
I need to be in the innocuous gap

There I am drenched in the endless fun

We must have all lost, must have all won.

Wednesday, May 10, 2017

Lines on the leaves














I write my lines on the leaves.
Green unhurried serene
I have painted a new world
I recognize, accept, respond
to everyone the same way,
open, I don't have a special corner
for winners and losers.

Everyone can write their stories,
with, without honour
like flowers, fruits.
blooming at ease, for some time
then
I live
failing, falling with brown leaves
all inclusive
with the same calm I learned from the Sun,

I rise again, in every budding  moment
anew afresh, with the evergreen breeze
no words, awards, judgements
as I draw the lines on the leaves.

Monday, May 8, 2017

Watching moments

I have a watch.
But I don't have time.
My tired eyes look around
day and night
One field
Blades of grasses
Ticking moments
I am ripped apart
Two sides
Two points
Two options
Taking away
Taking me away
I don't have sleep,
But I know how to dream.

Sunday, May 7, 2017

Stealing time












My parents and siblings,
servants I'd call with 'da'*, 'didi'*
in the end
Bunny and Buddy,
even that little me
left for good
the place we'd call home
some time ago.
Years later I stole in,
predicted by my aunt.
You know David’s Mrs. Murdstone*?
Or when David re-incarnated as Harry*
with the magic wand, had aunt Petunia*?
Well my aunt is worse than those
on whom Lumos maxima* wouldn’t work for sure.
She predicted I will be a thief one day because I took
a broken eye-brow pencil from her purse
to draw an impressive mustache on my face,
that I’d be a popper begging for love because
I didn’t accept her mouth-to-mouth kiss,
that this house, where I am standing now,
will be time-shut before me.

The garden and the kitchen smelt just the same,
trees with the same flowers and leaves,
then who turned the page
the neighborhood hasn't much changed
but the nib with which our story was written
has been time-broken.

Who could be there now I wondered
will I ring the bell and see
suddenly
I heard my mom calling my name out loud... Sona!*
But it can't be me
it's another mom calling another kid
but who could they be
are they ghosts or hosts
for a moment I saw myself dead and alive
no, no, I can't enter
and be a guest in my home
wait, did I hear Bunny and Buddy
I can’t see them, but I distinctly knew
they were approaching me
somewhere from the walls, sure they can smell me
are they coming to welcome me
if I’d come after ten minutes they’d greet me
as though I came after ten long years
or are they coming to shoo me away,
surreptitiously I disappeared.

It's the same home
the same story is being written again
only the nib has changed
I left the place, it had lost its relevance
once my permanent address
that’s how permanent things are, I thought.
But even today it carries the same name,
it cannot not be home.

For a moment, no for quite some time
I went back in time
thanks to this home
whose every corner still oozes
affection and warmth, never to lose congruity.

Everything is just the same
I went back to my car,
Stole away just the way I stole in.

​​​​​​​Note:

1. da, didi – used at the end for elder bro or sis to show respect, e.g. John da or Joan di
2. David, Mrs. Murdstone – David and her crooked aunt from David Copperfield
3. Harry, Aunt Petunia – Harry Potter and her aunt Petunia from Harry Potter
4. Lumos maxima – is a spell used by Harry on his aunt to make her bloat and fly
5. Sona - It's a very common name for boys and girls in Bengali households, like John. Bengalis have two names, one is used for the outside of the professional world, and the other for the personal world which would be used by immediate and extended family member. 


Nominated by UKAuthors for UK Anthology 2016-2017

Friday, May 5, 2017

The fav bevs

When your head is empty
There's nothing like coffee or tea
Every sip you take
Evenings or when your day breaks
You feel encore you're on
Until the gloom is gone

When your head is empty
There's nothing like coffee or tea

When you are reading Joyce, Woolf, or Shaw
Your brain is without a claw
When you’re with Bohm, Senge or Hofstede
Their takes do not enter your head
Have a sip of coffee or tea
Their thoughts will enter easy you’ll see
You talk, walk again your ideas sprout
You feel quite up and about

When your head is empty
There's nothing like coffee or tea

Whether it's in the morning or dead at night
The bevs a'ways set things right
You feel light as you can be
No more a zombie
With a cup of coffee or tea
You become your own or most anyone's buddy

Ee hee hee hee hee
Just a mug of coff fehee or tee hee hee
Smiley smiley c'mon everybody smiley
Maybe black or white
You'll for sure feel light and bright
Anytime's a good time
For a sip of co co co co co cupo cofee ti ti ti ti ti ti cupo tea
You go all around hee hee hee hee
With a cupo hot
Of you know what sets you free
Smiley
Smiley c'mon everybody smiley



Note: No, I did not factor their cold versions, I am sorry

Joyce - James Joyce; Woolf - Virginia Woolf; Shaw - Bernard ShawBohm - David Bohm; Senge - Peter Senge; Hofstede - Geert Hofstede