Dead
I wish I were dead.
So I didn’t have to
drink
My blubbering tea
Watch the wailing TV
Witness, observe and
see
And count the
enchanting life, dead.
It’s not about values
Not about ethics
It’s not about
winning, losing
Not about polemic
It’s about people
living a while ago, lying dead
In my darling paris my
bubbling siblings, silenced.
Anger will rise,
revenge will cry
Through the years
sporadic tears will dry
With candles of
condolence
And move on again and
again
To this animosity it
seems there’s no end
I wish I were dead
instead.
What kind of a poem was that?
Dead? You wrote it, didn’t you?
Yes I did.
You!
Yes I wrote it...who do you think
I am huh? I am telling you again and again that I am a common human being...an
ordinary human being. It’s only when you come, I feel different..that’s all. I
have the right to be angry, to grieve, to weep, to cry.
But this is not going to help.
You need to overcome this. These emotions will energise the school you want
leaders to demolish as a service to the world, which does not exclude the
students of the school in question.
Yes I know. But now I am not in
the right frame of mind.
So shall I leave?
Yes. Leave.
But Obama and Putin are meeting!
So? So what? Okay don’t leave...
tell me. But please don’t tickle me and say all those hoosh hoosh thing...and
don’t make me laugh, ok?
Okay.
Wait...what are you doing... you
have totally taken grip over me...you are squeezing me and taking all my pain
away... ok I just listen....
Between Wednesday 7 January 2015
and Friday 13 November 2015, you have two attacks in Paris. This time, the
attack happened in six different places in Paris. Well, nothing stopped in
between. Everything moved on with the exception of some lives dead on the
streets, perhaps drowned-forgotten with tears of condolences or washed away in
the fire of anger. Businesses continued, share prices panicked, solaced
shareholders, and TV channels continued to entertain with eyeballs pouring in
as footfalls. And life continued.
During this time, the school of
terrorism was doing their homework. Homework that was insane with single-minded
dedication, something that you lack, frankly speaking. Attacking six different
places in Paris is no mean task, it needs coordination, talking to people,
convincing people to open fire, arranging for guns, weapons, chalking out a
foolproof plan; and remember all of this right in the middle of a country whose
intelligence has a proven track record. Well this needed effort that had to
factor physical and other dependencies. This incident has also created a major
confusion in the minds of people that perhaps the third world war has begun,
and that this time it is West versus East. What were you doing during this
time? I will tell you what you did. You let the persons be terrorists.
Otherwise how would you let a person with multiple criminal records be on the
loose...why didn’t you let the person be with the Brahmakumaris or with Osho?
You could have just watched the person/s closely too. Remember you had the
support which the school did not have. They carried guns which could have been
neutralised through remote sensing, but this needs deployment of intelligence
which is unfortunately busy elsewhere.
You are busy with Mars and other
planets, but you don’t seem to be as busy with the earth. For other planets you
have tons of money and brilliant minds to waste, but for the earth, where you
live, you have nuclear weapons, don’t you? What have you done? What are you
still doing? Will you not ever come to your senses? You are so helplessly
faithful and dependent on weapons and wars that you’d never ever consider the
possibility of walking over them?
You have been focusing on
strengthening your security, which is a good thing. However your securities are
failing over and over again...why? It’s because you are not focusing hard
enough on your insecurities. If you did that your insecurities would perish and
your securities will automatically strengthen.
It is a joyous moment for the earth
that Putin and Obama are meeting. Friends who were lost in the wilderness of
misunderstandings are now meeting. This friendship between two countries will
not cause any more insecurity to any other countries. They will look at each
other, shake hands, and finally hug. A new beginning...they will talk openly
about what they did to each other in the past...something that they will not
repeat...they’d work on their respective insecurities. Imagine the liberty this
meeting will give to several Russians and Americans, and this energy will be
spread out in your world...then entire world will benefit out of this.
I would urge you to enable people
to look at the world as a whole. Internationality is the key. The English are
proud of England, Americans proud of the Americas, Japanese proud of Japan,
Afghans proud of Afghanistan... in this respect, you haven’t changed at all...
and you talk of change? When will Indians be proud of China, and Chinese proud
of Kiwis, Pakistan proud of Australians, when will Greek be proud of Egyptians,
when will English be proud of Algerians, French proud of Mexicans, when will
Germans be proud of Nigerians, Americans proud of Malays and Russians proud of
Pakistanis? I am telling you repeatedly that with your intelligence, emotional
and otherwise, it is possible. In this light of internationality you will lose
yourself in the sheer joy, and yet can find your respective lands better. Just
as now you are losing yourself...can you find yourself now.... come on....dance
with me...I am holding you from all over... merry-go-round... I I I... can you
find your I...yes? no? what? .... I know you are losing it...and yet you are
getting it back. In the same way, all
you insecurities will hoosh away... you can make it possible to eradicate the
object ‘enemy’ from your earth...and this will be your greatest victory. Rely
on intelligence that is based on the simple principle of ‘live and let
live’...this is the key. I want you to experience this pleasure in your
earth. Have you ever thought of this...
how is it that everyone is proud of their own country, but not so proud of the
world...how is that possible to even process and nurse this painful thought for
years and years? This is where a shift needs to come when everyone will really
feel proud of their respective countries and also of the world. This can come
through leaders of all countries, by applying intelligence. It involves
engagement and occupation.
Instead of inventing weapons of
mass destruction to declare power, how about inventing a machine that can
purify the air...that can add freshness into the polluted rivers, can make
acres of inhabitable lands habitable? Don’t tell me it is impossible... before
inventing Brail who would have ever thought of including blind readers...
parachutes and submarines have been invented by you, sign language for the
hearing impaired, wheel chairs for the physically challenged and lots of other
meaningful inventions to make the world more liveable, more enjoyable.
Beautiful people that you are you need to invent things to demolish the object
‘enemy’ from your innovative minds. In reality that you are going through right
now with me in this dance, there is no conflict, no enemy...there is peace,
nothing but peace...with intelligence you can see it in your world.
In this world, word doesn’t
exist, I have nothing to do with words, I never had....but in your world, you
have invented word. It’s a good thing because it is your strength; you can
reach a higher level of consciousness through words. However, your over
dependence on this strength has created weapons and the concept of
enemies...you are fighting merely for words...come back...return to
wordlessness...return to feelings...and then go back and see the world...the
same words would appear different...like magic even the word enemy, weapon can
also sound sweet...like human, heaven...repeat...human, heaven... human,
heaven...again... human, heaven...I am just kidding, as I always do...but I
said whatever I had to say on words...ah one more thing...I was talking about
the word non-violence... you’d asked me to explain. Replace the word with
peace. I know you have been using this word because it has been endorsed by
many able leaders, even by many spiritual leaders. I am not saying it is wrong,
but after discussion, you might consider because words mean everything in your
world. I think the word need not be used because it is leaning on the word
violence. The word ‘non’ is short and weak, therefore, it loses its impact. Say
non-violence...say it again... you are prolonging the word violence. There is
another reason too... listen carefully.... in the word ‘non-violence’, there
are three /n/ sounds, the first two from the word non, and the last one from
the word violence...what you are left with is one /n/ sound...so every time you
utter the sound non-violence...you seem to physically imprint the opposite in
your brain thus creating noise or confusion. Therefore, the word, however noble
it might be, needs to be replaced. Invent a word where there is complete
annihilation of violence. Strange thing is that although you are talking about
internationalisation, there is no word as internationality, as mentioned
earlier... you will see a red underline! But then, as I said already, if you
practise wordlessness (even this word doesn't exist in your vocabulary, but
this I understand why!), all words would sound sweet.
Invent
words, not weapons
Juicy,
fleshy, rich, worthy words
Frenmy,
Enemend, leapons
jeshnalla,
shivlink, worldan,
If
words have formed, deformed
They
will also reform, transform
If
through the years you fought for words
It
is through words you'd rebuild your world
An
engaging game
That
knows no end
Now I am releasing you...I am
letting you go...I am letting you be.
Thank you! But tell me..do you
want me to delete ‘Dead’?
No..why... let it be..without any
pain... enjoy!
But you didn’t tell me how to
convert sea-water into drinking water and that teaching happens in words, but
learning doesn’t happen through words. Are you busy now?
No I am seldom busy. Turning
sea-water into drinking water is not quite difficult. Nature does it every day.
The clouds come from the waters of seas, oceans, rivers, lakes...but in various
layers the conversion or standardisation happens and when you get them back as
rains, you don’t find any salty water. Follow the same process and you will
also be able to do it. Invent a machine which can do that. If you can invent
machines to go to Mars, nuclear weapons, you will be able to do this in time.
Do you think our scientists haven’t
thought of that?
Yes they have... but somehow they
have given up...as I said, they are now focussing on something else.
Why did you tell me this? I won’t
be able to explain this to such intelligent people... they’ll make fun of me.
You will do nothing. But do that
nothing with all your heart. Things will be done.
I also told you that in your
world, teaching happens through verbal communication, but learning happens through
non-verbal communication...this creates a huge gap and misunderstandings.
Can you give some examples?
Yes...let me first give you
examples which people living in your part of the world would understand more
quickly, and then I will give one example which everyone would understand
quickly and easily. Do you see people riding bikes without helmets?
Ha ha ha!!! You notice these
things as well...ha ha ha!!! It’s not you...it’s me who’s talking. (Suddenly
there’s silence.) Oh...I am sorry...please carry on.
Or people driving without wearing
seat-belts?
Yes, I do.
And there are also these
youngsters who ride bikes and talk on the cell phones by slightly tilting their
heads...have you noticed that? Who has taught them this posture, this body
language? Who? Are these things taught? Anywhere? But they are learnt...like
this, there are many examples across the world which can help you identify this
as a phenomenon and then work on it. While scientists would have an engaging work
ahead, so would linguists, poets, artists and industrialists.
Okay I get it, but what about the
other example?
I don’t have to spend much time
here. Example is in scriptures. I will just take one very common example. What
is taught through words is ‘hate the sin, not the sinner’.