I can dance in the middle of a war
like a cattle in the slaughterhouse,
I can sing in the middle of greedy
hunger for power, like a severed
rooster; I can die in the middle of
pious talks on global peace and
harmony, I can drown myself in
guilt and shame in the middle of
theoretical cacophony;
I can be mesmerized at the autocratic
insistence on growth and development,
when millions starve under the indifferent
firmament; I can chant spiritual mantras
in the middle of inequality and caprice,
like a gang-raped teenager, seeking justice,
I can dance in between the designed gap
of word and action, and listen to volumes of
discourse on integrity, on one hand, I become
rich, and on the other, I breed poverty.
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Saturday, December 5, 2020
In medias res
Freedom
When you go to
a wise person,
seek love, do not
seek wisdom,
an invaluable lesson
that can deliver
absolute freedom.
Intelligence
In the human world,
everything that has no
sense makes sense;
intelligence is blinded
by the visible, deafened
by the audible, while the
one that’s holding it
is cosmic intelligence.
Human beings are, in
essence peaceful in nature,
but they are also insecure;
intelligence is the way out,
but it is also the trap,
the key is to unlock the gap.
A purposeless visit
I went to the neighborhood
where I grew up, just to
see if the condition of the
house where I lived, the field
where I played with friends,
the forbidden place beside
the ganges where I smoked
my first cigarette.
Everything about the locality
had changed, I felt like a stranger
there, I was kind of expecting a
familiar face, I found none.
I was also worried about the
small talks of the big people,
what to say if I met anyone,
why was I there, what would
be the credible purpose!
But I walked past many times,
felt like running but my knees
didn't permit; the open field,
transformed into a multi-storied
choked me completely, I was
wiping my tears, thought would
have come with a makeup,
but no one could recognize
the weeping child wiping the
moist eyes in front of a high rise.
I didn't realize that my age
was my natural disguise.
Friday, December 4, 2020
Some small poems
Waves...
caressing the beach
album of memories
Sky...
holding the clouds
moist eyes
Autumn...
falling leaves
heaps of stories
Morning sun
on my plate
beside slices of bread
Crickets, fireflies
jungle speaks
bedtime stories
Blue sky
twinkling stars
an owl eyes a frog
Thursday, December 3, 2020
Alas!
In a world full of wonders,
twinkling stars, singing birds,
wandering rivers, bountiful
seas, oceans, mysterious
forests, majestic mountains,
in the midst of all the
mesmerizing, nature-abiding
sentient beings, only the
supreme of all is accursed.
Alas! Alas! Alas!
If any spell could deliver
me from this shame and guilt,
I'd turn into a rat or a bat,
an ant or an elephant, or into
any other being beneath the
patient, priceless, paradise,
I'd live merrily here before
I fell prey to hunger or greed
or simply died on the earth
where I could breathe and breed.
Ashamed to death
I'm ashamed to be born
as a human being,
doubly ashamed to be born
as a man, I wouldn't choose
to end my life,
but I'm waiting to die.
A welcome decision
The day is not far away
happiness is here to stay!
Leaders decided to stop fighting,
to the world they'd do justice;
as protectors of all sentient beings,
they'll no longer die for power
they'll work together to live for peace.
Wednesday, December 2, 2020
A coping mechanism
Why do I still weep
like a child at the
outcry of wars, I
should've been used
to it by now.
I should've known
by now that it's okay
to kill your neighbours
who are, mostly, your
enemies.
I've learned it at every
step of my life;
it's read, heard, tested,
no matter how high
you fly, like an eagle,
keep looking for the weak
prey, kill and survive.
It'd be strange if I thought
it was a poor example
of an innocent hungry bird
looking for food, to be abused
as an excuse to rage
war, be condemned to it
for ever and for good?
How did civilization invent
this mechanical game as
a coping mechanism I wonder,
it destroys not only the stage
but all the actors in the play
dying for power. To discover
peace, wouldn't it been easier?
We breed wars perhaps
because abortion is not okay.
Why then when I see the stillborn
I cannot help crying. I should've
been used to it by now, as a
coping mechanism.

